Thursday, June 11, 2009

Maybe I...

...complain too much



...want the best out of life but...

...don't allow the best in my life



...have a wall up that turns certain people off



...fall in love too easily but...

...am too selfish to have only one sex partner so...

...wasn't cut out for a relationship. Could it be?



...feign confidence to cover insecurity




...should never have gotten married or...

...should have just stayed married



...am too scared to actually capture my dreams



...fear failure AND fame



...should just pack up and move to D.C. like I've been contemplating



...wish my mom was still alive



...have addictions that include drugs or alcohol



...want more than I deserve



...tend to bite off more than I can chew



...am just hurt, confused, perplexed, and stressed



...could be happy if I accept happiness



...choose to refuse depression. But who wants that anyway?



...just don't know



Maybe

7 comments:

thegayte-keeper said...

I hate the maybes in life...

life said...

I love this. I wanted to do a post like this, but you did such a good job.

Losojosnuevos said...

You'll figure it out. Looking in the mirror is a wonderful activity.

The Antonym said...

Facing reality can be so damning someimes guys! But it is a necessary evil...

fuzzy said...

I could really fill up both of our blogs with the maybes! We have many of the same thoughts. I'm kinda feeling the same way. My least favorite and most used 3 word statement is "I don't know"! interesting huh...

deonte' k said...

I love this post buddy, and you know what life can be a B @ times, but that's just how it is. If you do move to DC you got a friend in me here waiting for ya! ;)

JACK said...

well done! The shouldn'tve gotten married part ... yuh, me too.